Changing landscapes…
WOW…
Its been awhile…Again…
Finally logged on here yesterday for the first time in a long time. And I barely recognize anyone…
I have been a memeber of this site for almost two years…And soooo many people have faded away…Makes me sad…Yet, strangely…I understand…
Mary? Nikki? Erika??? Catrina? Gosh I would like to know whats going on in your worlds….
Some of my oldest and best buddies have actually deleted their entire profiles? Scott?
WOW…Times sure did change…
I do see some familiar faces though…Miss Jo…I love Jo…For she keeps going…Keeps trying…Therefore she is a true success story…I have a lot to catch up with you on girl…
I see Wonder Woman is still going strong…And Kama…True inspirations…
And sooooo many new names and faces…Going to take me a while to reaquaint myself to you all…
I can best be put into the same category as Jo…I keep trying…Not very successful lately…But I keep trying…
For this weight loss battle is just one that I keep trying to fight…I have moments of success…Victories…And then I have many many many failures…And I dont get it…
I know what to do.
I know HOW to do it.
I have more to live for now than ever before.
Yet, I cant seem to move forward. And I have no idea why.
I have lost my passion and motivation for it. And I cant seem to find it. Yet, I know I dont like what I see…
Interstingly enough…The thing that brought me back to this site today was a closet mishap…
I went to hang my clean clothes last night and the entrie shelf in my closet came crashing down…UGH…What a mess…
But while pulling things out I found no less than 15 items of BRAND NEW CLOTHING. Capri’s. Jeans. Tops. Size 14. Bought last spring when I was reaching the 170’s. Bought with pride and excitement.
Do I need to tell you they still have the tags on them??? UGH…
I have blogged about my regain and my struggle to lose it. I am still struggling…
The only light at the end of the tunnel has been on a recent week vacation to Florida (My first ever visit to that state) I actually managed to lose 6 pounds! That has NEVER happened on vacation.
But here I am…Trying to figure out where to go and how to get tehre…
So I thought I would pop in and say hi…See what everyone is up to.
I am going to try to get myself back here. For I was the most successful when I was on this site daily…And I know this…I think I am just soooo disappointed in myself, it became to hard to come out here every day…
But I know I need this…So, much like Jo, I too will continue to try…
Take care all the new and old buddies out here!! AND MUCH SUCCESS TO YOU ALL!!!!
I know how you feel about losing motivation…..It is so hard to find it…..you want to change, but at the same time you are just so tired or trying so hard!
Glad to see you back girlie…Let me know if there is anything I can do to help. I cleaned out all of my “unworn” skinny clothes, because I decided I want to buy new ones when all is said and done!….You can do this!
Welcome back! Missed you, and thanks for the shout out.
You did it before, I KNOW you can do it again, and we are here for you!
hi, I’m new here and let me tell you that I almost started crying when I read this blog. Its exactly how I feel. I have lost some weight before, when I was very motivated, and eager. Now I’ve gained it all back and alot more. I cant seem to find that motivation I had and that enthuthiasm I had 2 years ago. I’m only 18 but I’ve been trying to lose weight for YEARS!
I know everything i’m supposed to do but i cant seem to get up and do it. i feel like there’s this thing that is pulling me back, and I feel so much negativity and just so much more crap i cant explain.
please, if you have any advice, let me know
Stephanie, I have felt that too…