Is it Friday yet???
Oh my goodness buddies…
UGH…
Okay…First…I have had a little bit of confusion surrounding me and Steve (That would be my husband to you new readers)…
So lets get that weirdness out of the way…
Steve and I are still separated…We are, however, residing in the same home for now…I know. Its strange. But I am now staying in the spare bedroom. We did this because financially we can not carry a mortgage AND afford for me to get my own place…
We hope, by the new year I might be able to, but for now, this is what it is…
We sat down and established rules and guidelines, and actually, so far its working out pretty good…He is like a roomate, with benefits, if you catch my drift! HAH!!!
No really…Its going well…
Sooo. Lets get to my UGH moment…
Why is it that I am letting my job stress me out sooo much lately??? Seriously. I felt physical signs of stress today for the first time in months. Immediate headache. Nausea. Heart palpatations…Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…
I LOVE my job, but the volume is uncontrollable and unmanageable. And I take it all on internally…
And what do I want to do??
Well, eat of course!!!
I HATE THAT!!! I havent felt that way in sooooo long..
I guess because my old job was boring and stressless…Been a while since I have actually had to work hard…Geesh…Guess its a bit foreign to me!
Anyway. I am trying to stay sane. Trying to NOT let my job dictate my eating habits…But I am being tried greatly this week for sure…
Happy Tuesday all…
Ok…I got the stress at work thing, but what does that have to do with Steve? Now I’m the one who’s confused–LOL!!
Curiosity, but you don’t have to answer: are you guys leaning more towards reconciliation or parting ways?
HAH…I try to clear it up and add more confusion!!! Right now I am not so sure…I am really leaning towards parting ways…He is still hoping for reconcilliation…Together, we are taking it one moment at a time!!
im not new here and sure sounds confusing to me,it is what it is,sad you can’t redefine the reasons why you married and get on with it,sad to here people breaking up.. well good luck to you both ., and hope he learns to let go and let God and hope you find in life what your looking for.
Hang in there girl! I think you have stress, hitting you from both ends, work and Steve. I am sure it is hard to have a separtation living in the same home! I am not sure I could handle it that way! Just hang in there, you have come so far and I just know you will continue successfuly on your journey!
Have a good one!
I wasn’t confused about the living arrangements, but doesn’t that make it a bit difficult? I ssure wouldn’t have been able to live with my ex during separation!
Hang in there with the work situation. If it doesn’t smooth out soon, just remember, you were hunting for a better job when you found that one!!!
Good luck to you, Dawnie, I lived with my ex until we could afford it, too. Wasn’t easy. Hang in there and with the job, too.
Good luck to you. Hope you get resolution out of it, no matter what that may be. I also have to say your new pic is awesome, your face looks even thinner. You go girl, don’t let the eating out thing get you down, you rock!