A Subway Moment…
And no, I dont mean the mode of transportation…
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I mean the restaurant, of course! 
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So, I dont mind telling you all I am a bit out of sorts today…
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Nothing major, or of any concern, but I have been spending way too much time in my own head over the last 48 hours, analyzing some things…
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On top of that TOM is almost on my doorstep, and I am sure that is affecting me as well. He is due to arrive any moment, really. I really DONT like him that much!
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Sooo. I go to Suway before my daily walk. Fully intending to eat bad, simply because I feel like it. I am in line contemplating a 12 inch Tuna or Steak and cheese…
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Bad, because they both contain my favorite things. CHEESE and MAYONAISE…
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Seriously, cheese and mayonaise are my two favorite food groups! 
I am one of those weirdos who puts mayo on her french fries…Well, I used to in my old world…
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Anyway, so I get to the counter, and my head, before I could even stop it, ordered for me. Quite rationally, I might add!
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It ordered a 12 inch sub, but just got Roast Beef, no cheese, no dressing, etc…
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My heart was devestated!!! IT SO WANTED TO BE BAD!!! I swear it! I have no idea how that happened…
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And to top it all off, I have NO idea what I was thinking ordering a 12 inch! I sat at the park, ate half the sub and I was quite full!!!
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Soooo…you know its been a really crappy day when you TRY to eat bad, and you simply cant!!!! I mean, geesh!!!
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Damn head..Always interfering with my plans! 
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Take care buddies!
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Dawn
So that was me the past couple of days…Subway. But I had the turkey! Now why did I have turkey when I had leftover turkey in the fridge? Go figure! I was gonna order the meatball! Dawnie, does that mean we’re really changing? Could it be that our bodies just don’t want the junk anymore? That would be nice if we could just do everything the right way without even having to think about it.
Well, I dont know Mary!
I know I went in knowing perfectly well I was going to be as bad as I could be…
So you may be on to something…
I dont really mind, of course, but it was definitely a strange moment…
You done very good Dawn! Darn body and mind taking over lol.
I have definately become in the habit when it comes to Subway. My old lifestyle was to get the steak and cheese but since doing this new way of life I ALWAYS get 6′inch turkey no mayo no cheese and lots of veggies. I just don’t think of getting anything different from there. Wish the rest of my life would become that easy - wish I could come home from work and just get to exercising w/out thinking about it.
Your doing great!!! Keep it up!!!! We are your cheerleaders here!
You are not a weirdo…eating your french fries with mayo, like I do, is very European! LOL!! No, we’re not weird, we’re refined–LOL!!
Anyhow, I’m glad you didn’t sabotage your hardwork by eating horribly! Isn’t it amazing how far you’ve come? You should be very proud of yourself….
Now, I don’t know what is bothering you, but if there’s anything I can do, please let me know, I would love to help.
Hey!! You aren’t allowed to be bad!! Not with eating at least!! Good choice Dawn!! Mmmm Subway… Makes me hungry just thinking about it! Love that place!
Dawn,
I agree I think we were twins in another life…So many simularities…I love mayo too I laughed when you said you love it with fries or use to…I love mayo on rice with teriaki sauce…lol Sad but true!
Well my evil side and good side haven’t met yet because when I want to eat bad I eat bad….I have so much to look forward to like all those little moments you describe.
xoxoxo
Becky
I have to say… Congrats on Subway! I on the other hand didn’t make such a good choice ! I had a burger with cheese and feel just not so GREAT…
I hope things get better for you. I wish I could eat bad and then eat good,out of habit.
It was your sub-concious that made you stay good. Take care
Rosa
I know just how you feel. You get the good stuff right in front of you then poof!!!
Good Girl.. Im Proud of You!!